So Tired.......

I'm so tired......... so tired that even posting on this blog drains my energy....fast.

Speakers......no new ones yet, and the old one are spoiled, as usual.

No anime, No music, no YouTube........

Sigh.

Tomorrow, NCC makes it grand return to my life.

And we have a spot check. People with long hair were supposed to get them cut.

I do not have time to go to any barber to get mine cut.

I mean, we were dismissed at 5++ pm today.......

And I didn't have enough money.

the higher-ups said that anyone caught having long hair tomorrow would have to go to Compass Point immediately to have it cut.

Well, I won't even have enough money anyway. Not until I get myself new speakers.

So damn tired...... don't even know what's the reason I feel so tired......

That makes me tired just thinking about it.

Feel like sleeping now..... but I still have to do Math homework and get my NCC uniform and stuffs ready........

Ah......... Time. Why don't we have more time in life?

I don't have enough time for this and that. And not even enough for resting.

It's always time. Time here, time there.

If only time would stop once and for all. And perhaps I can finally get some rest.

Feels like I can sleep for an eternity......How I wish I can do that.

Today's a Freaking Bad Day......

To start the ball rolling.......

My God-Damn Speakers are spoiled.

I don't know what the hell happen to it when I'm at school......

Now it's spoiled.

Great.

And I forgotten about my homework and left my Physics workbook and the rest of the books in school.

Tomorrow I'll get a hell of a time getting screwed.

God Damn it. For all I know, Mr.God can go to hell and stay there for all eternity.

He doesn't exist anyway. So with my Speakers spoiled, I'll have to get a new one.

I don't even know if my parents allow me to get a new one.

And there goes the rest of my New Year Money.

Damn it. I'll get a branded speaker this time. This freaking brand sucks.

I so damn pissed off now. Lousy Speakers, Lousy memory......

And tomorrow, I have a test. A NCC one.

If I fail, the higher-ups are so gonna screw me upside down.

SO I have to study. Damn. Studying for something worthless isn't my doing.

Go find some beggar or roadside sleeper to replace me. I don't do garbage.

Damn Damn Damn. I hate this. I don't even know if I can sleep now.

I feel so Freaking Tired......

I don't know what the hell is wrong with me......

This few days....I feel dead.........dead tired.

It seems like I sleep more than people.......

Although not much........

But I cannot comprehend....why the hell am I feeling so tired?

And I just have an afternoon nap some time ago......

So damn tired........

And I think I flunked some of my common test....one confirmed....E.History.......

And the A.Maths..... I think it's a gone case........

My EL teacher said that there were 22(20?) failures for English common test.....

I believe I'm one of them......I've failed comprehension tests since last year.......

And the Geography....never studied much....think also flunked.

And Physics.....I think worst then any of the subjects I take.....

But no news about it yet.,

Let's not think about hope.....it's not for someone like me to reach.

Tomorrow's the last subject.....Chemistry........ Let's just hope I can remember what ever I gonna read afterwards.

And off I go for my Chinese homework. And English too.

Until Next Time.

The Rantings of a Normal Guy with Normal Thoughts, Part 3

It's been a while......

Tomorrow's the start of Common Test 1.

And it's just 3 days to LODT's release in Japan.

I'm gonna start studying my humanities subjects first.

For mathematics and Chinese, I don't really care that much, because they can still make it.

My humanities, E.History and Geography, isn't really that good.

In fact, it's bad.

I'm gonna go study.......

It'll be quite some time before I post again.

Until then.

Saturday Night: Saturday Night Fever!!!

The camp is over.....and I'm here...again.......

I can't say I like the camp, but I don't particularly hate it.

Right, with that.....let's start the Fever!!!

I may really get one if I tried.......

Nothing much to do besides watching anime.....Bleach.......

And listen to music...anime music......

And touch my YGO cards.........

I feel pain everywhere on my body, damn I think I won't be able to get up tomorrow morning.

And tomorrow I have to learn a little Chinese "Ting Xie" or else....there goes my hope of passing Chinese.

And finish up the homework. And watch Bleach until (at least) 140.

It shall be possible!!!!

Until then.

Camping Blues....I guess....NOT

Today is the official start of our secondary 3 camp.......

But it'll be tomorrow that we'll really start the camping.

Man....their activities are what I believe to be the worst for me.....

Heights..... and water.......

Nevermind, it's not like I could die from a puny little camp =D.

Since it's a camp, I figured that I should think that it's gonna be fun, and I'm going to have fun.

It isn't every day that we get to have this kind of camps.

I'm ain't gonna let other factors affect how I think.

I want to have fun.

Until Saturday night. Where it would be my Saturday Night Fever XD.

The Rantings of a Normal Guy with Normal Thoughts, Part 2

It's been a while since I posted.... So I'll guess I'll post random speeches and normal rantings....

Boring......as usual......

Nothing much happens......

Compared the amount of "Ang Bao" money with other people.....

DAMN I have really little compared to others.

but good thing is I can keep all =) Ya that is if I argue with my mother.

Going to buy YGO box soon.... 12 days left only.....

And Chrysanthemum Tea is really nice, drank an average of 2 250 ml packets per day for this week.

Drinking one even as I'm blogging.

That's all for today.

Until next time.

俺の必殺技， Part 1!

Ore No Hissatsu Waza, Part 1!!

That's what it is......

Wahahaha New year is coming in a matter of minutes!!!

The truth is... I've already gotten two Red Packets!!!

Wahahahahaha

Bleach is awesome.......

But too much anime isn't good for health....and studies have shown that too much anime (computer, in general) can bring down academic results by a lot......

4 days of rest...with homework..... almost a ton of homework.....

Until next time, My Hissatsu Waza is Part 1!!!

The Rantings of A Normal Guy with Normal thoughts, Part 1

Tired...... the weekends are for resting.... but I'm usually more tired during this two days.....

Because I stay up late.......

Chinese New Year is coming......

But it is nothing to rejoice about.

Common tests are coming too.

Sorry to rain on your parade, but those clouds just get thicker and thicker.

Secondary 3 is a rather important year..... because if we miss out anything the teacher teach...

We'll have a hard time in Secondary 4 coping with everything.

I'm gonna put away my YGO deck for a while.... just for a while.

It won't be so long until it kills me.

And perhaps watch less Anime..... but I'll still switch on the computer, just less Crunchyroll and Anime.

I guess I'm a failure, so I'm destined to fail, even if I don't want to.

Tomorrow, I'll fail another Chinese "Ting Xie"...... There goes my determination.

Not.

It's just a freaking piece of sh!t! Like hell would that bother me!

For tests, I won't try to fail anymore. But I'm too lazy to learn for that sh!t.

Everything seems kind of boring this days, I mean EVERYTHING, including my beloved~ YGO.

I really am growing up, ain't I........

Melancholy......

I don't feel quite alright today.

Especially after NCC........

There was this mini selection for the people going to this Specialist course.

There was a total of 27 vacancies...... and the whole platoon has 33........

I got into the 27 vacancies........

but what's disheartening is that.......

I was the last.

It made me felt like a failure..... Sure my physics teacher says that it's OK to fail.....

But I don't want to accept it......

Another thing.... from the start of school until now......

I didn't felt happy, or anything else.

Even after knowing that my chemistry test results was one of the top.....

I don't feel happy.

Maybe it's some kind of premonition I had..... subconsciously.

I have decided, I want to work hard.

Not only in my CCA, but on everything else.

I've gave a serious thought about what I've done for the past few weeks......

Failing didn't felt good. I don't want to fail. Not anymore.

Failure.......